Tutorial with M.FA. Graduate
I discussed my practice so far and talked about marrying together my Wonder woman themes and my mother’s cancer. Wondering if I could find the simplicity in this idea. I boiled down to the time at which my mother died of cancer I was fully into teaching martial arts, Kung fu,Self defence, Meditation, Qi gong, Chinese and Reki energy healing systems. I felt amazing strong at the time like I had super powers. Yet when it came to my mother’s cancer there was nothing I could do about it. I moved home from London and lived with her. But there was nothing I could do to save her. I was helpless.

I talked to Liz about my paintings that could be based on my great north run photos. Where I am pushing a push chair. Would I place a cancer in the push chair. I can my feel resistance , because ‘ I want to have a nice painting to put on my wall’
So I need to get out of that frame of mind.
Still feeling the dark humour. Could the ball be the joker? In a ball?
Maybe change the pushchair to a trolly to avoid ideas of a lost child.